U owe me.. U owe me.. aduhh.. aku dlm kesusahan... tension.. pening kepala dok memikir... hati menangis tak siapa pun yg tau... hurmm..

please understand i have my own life to go on... that make me sick to think a lots.. darah naik lagi lorr.. huh.. for my sis thanx coz understand .. who else ?? u know it!

my husband warning me.. don't be so "baik" sampai diri sendiri susah... now what to do?? alwiz sakit kepala... doctor kata dun be tension alwiz.. tp dlm situasi mcm ni.. nak tak nak minda ni sering berpikir... cannot stop it.. b'coZ.. i have my own prob... tak der susah.. da ader lagi la susah .. sebab bkn tuk diri sendiri.. nak guna tuk family pun tak dpt nak penuhi sepenuhnya...

betul la kata org kesian kat diri sendiri dulu sblm kesian pd org lain... argghhhhhh!!!! tension nyewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

a lots of things to do with it..

keep silent?? :(